'Tis the season to feel lonely.

I know that winter time is baby making time for most unless you are a winter person. I am not and at this time of year at times singledom can make me feel lonely, like most. I don't feel lonely just cuz of no cuddles and baby making, but I feel it because for me Christmas is about love and giving. I know that you do that with others, but it's not the same kind of love and it feels like the missing piece of the holidays for me. I mean it would be great to have a love of my life to share all the events and put a slutty Santa outfit on for, I want to have Christmas sex damn it! LOL

It's not just Christmas either I mean I could always make-out with a random guy when the clock stirkes twelve, but that's not my style and I rather have a meaningful kiss and get it on after! LOL........I don't know about anyone else out there but at 28yrs old I am noticing that I don't have very many single friends and when I ask what thier plans are for New Year's it's all couple shit and when you're not a couple you can't do couple shit. I did have some of my coupled friends invite me to a cottage, but again with all couples and what am I gonna do while everyone is kissing thier loved ones or go to make love? I might as well stab myself in the heart cuz I don't got anyone else to do it,I swear being single is like a disease sometimes. Now don't get me wrong there are perks to being single, there is alot of tasty men to have fun with, no obligation of giving up some of your time, no stress about occasions etc............I still can't help but wonder if there is someone out there for me that would make it seem like I wasn't giving anything up and gaining so much. Merry Christmas everyone, much love and peace!