Oh my goodness I feel so bad that I have abanded one of my loves and of course that is writing on my blogspot. Life has been hectic I guess where I left off was starting to date the new boy Jamie who is now old news and he turned out to be a psycho who would not leave me alone till a couple months ago. The power of the pussy I tell ya can just bite ya in the ass at times, or maybe it's just my irresistable charm jk. I do however have a new boy mister Jimmy James, well not so new it's about 3 months I think. I met him a drunken night at my gf's place, Jimmy happens to be her fiance's cousin. I was sooo not interested in him(mostly cuz of the bullshit with Jamie) but he kept trying to "sleep"in the bed with me and I kept kicking him out, then at the end of the night he had no where to sleep so I let him cuz I felt bad. I of course gave him a drunken lecture how if he slept there, there would be no funny business g'wan! Well after having drunken conversation for a few hours and creeping his lips closer and closer to me we of course ended up kissing and one thing led to another. What can I say he was the best kisser and I had to know if he was the best at other things and he was and still is. I am finally having the best sex of my life and I fianlly met someone as horny as me so I get alot of it without any nagging or asking, even though he does laugh at me during sex at times cuz he makes me make noises I can't control *blush*! Ya baby! Not only that but we have a great time together outside of the bedroom, we're both easy going and honest which makes us both feel secure in one another. I love that he's the kind of guy that looks at me with such adoration while he plays with my cheek or hair and a lil later he'll be slapping my ass while he has me bent over. It's the perfect balance that I need!
Other then Jimmy taking up alot of me time, I started a new job and quit it cuz the lady I was working for I could not stand the kind of person she was plus she was not quite right in the head. Now I am jobless and searching, also waiting to see if I get accepted to school. I also have quit smoking and started again. I am about to make my I think 8th attempt once again, gained some realtionship weight and very recently started kicking my own ass at the gym. The other mostest exciting thing that has recently happened is that I went on a vacation to Barbados and Tobago for 18 days! Longest trip I have taken since I went to India when I was 15, and one of the most amazing. We met some great ppl our first night out and spent alot of out time with them in Barbados, they took us to local places we never would have known about, had a bbq at one thier beautiful home( i'm talking rich and famous house). The other locals were the nicest I have met on vacation, if you don't know where you are going they will walk you there if they can. Also the most beautiful beaches I ever been on, there was one beach called the Krane and it is said to be one the most beautiful beaches in the world and also is where the Atlantic and Carribean ocean meet. Needless to say I got my ass kicked by that ocean, slammed to the bottom and had the thought that the ocean just might kill me. We also visited underground caves which were soooo cool, and I know it's a given but partied our asses off. Tobago was cool too, we had our own beach house on the ocean and went snorkeling as well as the Nylan pool. I could go on about my vaca forever and all the wonderful peeps but I'll be writing forever. I miss vacation and all the beauty that came with it*sigh* but I missed my lovey's more.
